It's been a little while since I've offered an update. I just haven't felt there was really anything worth telling. Oh well, let's see where we go from here.
Things are slowly getting better. I can feel a little improvement in my attitude every day. Anger still remains. It seems to be simmering but not cooling down. I think if I talk to this person now I would probably lose it and start demanding answers. The fact that she tried to kill herself still makes me want to just fucking scream. This is aside from the fact that I devoted 17 months to a dream that slowly choked to death in the final weeks of last month. Yes, I'm very angry. I will need time to let it slowly bleed from my mind.
My wife and I will be attending a party this weekend. It's going to be a combination graduation celebration and wedding anniversary (same family). We were told it was going to be a Hawaiian-themed party. Ugh... the last time I did anything remotely Hawaiian-themed was when I told my commander in Korea to have a safe trip on his TDY to Hawaii. I'm planning on getting a shirt later today. I just hope they have something that's not too loud. I have a tropical themed shirt here, but it's more in the manner of Carribean tropical than Pacific tropical.
I'm cutting this entry short for now as I have other things I need to do... I'll catch you all later.
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